May 15, 2009
February 26, 2009
Intindihan at Antayan
Parang naiintindihan ko na.
O ito lang ang gusto kong isipin.
Ayaw mo kong masaktan. Ayaw mong makita akong malungkot. Pero ayaw mo rin sa ‘kin. O sige, correction… hindi mo kayang maging kung anong gusto kong maging ka sa buhay ko. Quote na lang kaya kita? Sorry.. *****, hindi ko kayang maging ganoon sa’ yo.
Ikaw naman kasi. Bakit mo pa ba kailangang sabihing gusto mong isauli ‘yung sulat na binigay ko sa ‘yo noong umamin ako? Bakit mo pa sinabing nalulungkot ka tuwing babasahin mo yon? Bakit mo pa sinabing naaawa ka sa ‘kin?
Ako naman kasi. Bakit ko pa kailangang i-prove kung bakit ka naaawa sa kin? Bakit ba pa kita binigyan ng sulat na magpapalungkot sa ‘yo eh ayaw ko din namang nakikitang malungkot ka. Bakit ko ba ‘to ginawa sa friendship natin? Bat ba kasi ang hirap-hirap na hindi umasa?
Ikaw kasi ulit eh. Nung sinabi ko sa ‘yo na nagkakaganito na ‘ko, na may symptoms na ko kaya lumayo ka na, ayaw mo namang lumayo. ‘Yan tuloy, yung ideya na kahit na alam mo na, nakikipag-close ka pa din sa ‘kin, led me on. Masama nga raw mag-expect pero ang hirap hindi eh. Paano ba gawin yung wag isiping baka may nararamdaman din sa ‘yo ang isang taong lapit pa rin nang lapit kahit alam na niya kung anong nangyayari sa ‘yo tuwing andyan siya?
O sige. Ako kasi ulit. Hindi pa ‘ko nasanay. Ilang beses ko ba kailangang dumaan sa ganito? I mean, alam mo yung mga nakaraan ko. Kaya nga ang sagot mo kung bakit ka naaawa sa ‘kin eh dahil pagkatapos nung mga yon, hindi mo inisip na ‘yun din pala magagawa mo. Na paiyakin ako. Pero hindi mo gusto. Alam ko yon. Alam ko mahal mo ‘ko. Hindi nga lang sa paraang gusto ko.
Natatandaan mo pa ba nung iniyakan mo pa yung kaibigan ko? Sabi ko sa ‘yo, you don’t always get what you want but you’ll definitely get what you deserve. Nakakainis, ipapayo ko yun sa sarili ko. For the nth time. Pero di ba sasaya din ako? Hindi pala. Sasaya din ako! Hindi nga lang siguro sa iyo, pero I’ll get what I deserve. Hindi naman ako masamang tao kaya siguro may magandang naghihintay para sa akin. Sana sigurado. At yun na lang ang iisipin ko ‘no?
Tama. Ayaw mo kong masaktan. Ayaw mo kong malungkot. Pero hindi mo kayang maging kung anong gusto kong maging ka sa buhay ko. Alam mong nasasaktan ako ngayon pero alam mong mas mabuti ‘to kesa sumulong tayo sa lebel na hindi para sa ‘tin kung saan baka mas lalo pa tayong magkasakitan.
So parang naiintindihan ko na nga. Hindi mo kasalanan. Hindi ko kasalanan. Walang may kasalanan. Lesson ‘to. Experience. I’m just glad I’m going through this with you.
Okay lang naman siguro kung medyo weird ako for a while ‘no? Ayoko pa ring iwanan yung pagkakaibigan natin. It’s the best gift you’ve ever given me. And if only for that, I’d be honored to go back to being your old normal friend.
Sana pagbalik ko, andyan ka pa din. Tapos isang araw, pag-uusapan natin ‘to, tatawa na lang tayo. Darating din ‘yung isang araw.
So dyan ka lang. Babalik din ako.
At gusto kong isipin: Naiintindihan mo din.
January 26, 2009
Broken Heart…
“I can’t say ‘screw him’ to the guy that I have come the closest to being fully in love with. I still would do anything for him and it sucks because I know he wouldn’t do the same for me. That hurts more than anything, but I just can’t stop loving him, believe me I’ve tried.”
This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside that you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you’re to the point where you don’t care who see’s. Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won’t. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You’re still hurt, but you’ve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don’t hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this…
November 22, 2008
Adobe Photoshop 7.0

People nowadays are usually having the habit of picture taking. Yes, picture taking – pictures to be kept in memories for life, because of hi – tech technologies in this current generation, people can easily take pictures instantly in many ways, through cell phones, digital cameras and etc. And because we have this kind of habit, of course, we want our pictures to be taken perfectly, so then, there goes the image editing.
We edit photos to make it more beautiful and good to look at(of course)...now, talking about photo editing, there’s this famous software that can help us to edit our photos easily. The Adobe Photoshop or simply Photoshop is a graphics editing program developed and published by Adobe Systems. It is the current and primary market leader for commercial bitmap and image manipulation, and is the flagship product of Adobe Systems. It has been described as "an industry standard for graphics professionals" and was one of the early "killer applications" on Macintosh.
The Adobe Photoshop 7.0 was the latest and the newest version of Adobe Photoshop today. It delivers powerful, industry – standard photo – editing for professional designers who want to produce sophisticated graphics and photos for the Web and for print. Included with Adobe Photoshop 7.0 is ImageReady 7.0 and its powerful set of Web tools for optimizing and previewing images, batch – processing images with droplets in the actions palette, and creating rollovers and GIF animations. Photoshop and Imageready combined offer a comprehensive environment for designing graphics and pictures in the web.
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November 15, 2008
Breaking - Up: Damn the DISTRUST!
Do thoughts of your ex fill your mind every second of everyday? Does the mere mention of your ex’s name tie your stomach into a huge, painful knot? Do you get that sinking, elevator feeling in your heart every time you think about him? Do you think you’ll never feel better again? If you answered yes to any of these questions, then good! At least I know that I am not alone…heheh..
I had a break – up experience with a certain boy who was once my boyfriend (obvious bah?). for any other reason as well, we broke up maybe because were not really for each other or should I say misunderstanding! . I said, I don’t like to think of it as misunderstanding or whaterver! I like to think of it as Investigative Cleaning!..nyahahah..
I’m willing to bet that most of the readers have experienced a breakup at least once in their lives…right? In a breakup, stages that a person can feel – anger, sadness, resentment, hatred, insecurity, just to name a few, hmmm… or whatever feeling I may have during the breakup. I’ve come to the conclusion that the absolute worst part of going through a breakup is that one of the common reactions is insane distrust—distrust of yourself, the person you were with, and of the relationship’s meaning. This is something I’ve been struggling with throughout my breakup from my bf, which has officially gone on for one week exactly. Unfortunately, I may be aware that I’m filled with doubt, but I haven’t quite figured out how to stop doing it.
November 9, 2008
Stem Cell Therapy

Stem Cells have the remarkable potential to develop into many different cell types in the body. Serving as a sort of repair system for the body, they can theoretically divide without limit to replenish other cells as long as the person or animal is still alive. When a stem cell divides, each new cell has the potential to either remain a stem cell or become another type of cell with a more specialized function, such as a muscle cell, a red blood cell, or a brain cell.
The stem cell therapy sounds like a relatively new concept, but there are stem cell therapy treatments with which most of us are already familiar. Bone marrow transplants are one type of stem cell therapy that has been in use for the treatment of leukemia for a long time. Stem cell therapy seeks to replace damaged, diseased, or malfunctioning cells anywhere in the body with healthy cells.
When a stem cell is introduced to a specific part of the body, that stem cell receives signals that tell it how to mimic the other cells around it. For example, if a stem cell is introduced to the brain, it will take on the job of a brain cell. This is how stem cell therapy treatments work; stem cells are introduced to the diseased or damaged area and used to create new, undamaged tissues to repair that area of the body.
The history of stem cell research actually has its beginnings in the mid 1800’s. Scientists first discovered that certain cells within the body could develop into other cells. Stem cell research has since developed stem cell therapy treatments like bone marrow transplants, stem cell therapy for Parkinson’s, and stem cell therapy for Alzheimer’s disease.
Stem cell therapy is a promising treatment for all kinds of degenerative diseases because of the stem cells’ regenerative abilities. The history of stem cell research shows us that stem cell therapy holds the answer to slowing or stopping the aging process, and further stem cell research will hopefully find the key to curing all disease.
November 8, 2008
Genealogy of Programming Languages
1954 – Fortran
1957 – Cobol
1958 - Algol
1958 – Lisp
around 1958 – Comit
1960 – APL
1960 - Algol 60
1962 – Snobol
1964 – PL/I
1964 – Simula
1964 – Basic
1964 – TRAC
around 1965 – CPL
around 1966 – Algol W
1967 – BCPL
1968 – Logo
1969 – B
1969 – Smalltalk
1970 – Forth
1970 – Prolog
1970 – Pascal
1970 – Algol 68
1970 – Icon
1971 – C
1971 – sh
1972 – PL/M
1974 – Clu
1975 – Modula
1975 – Scheme
1978 – awk
1978 – csh
around 1978 – InterPress
1978 – JaM
1979 – Rex
1979 – Ada
1980 – C with Classes
1981 – ABC
1982 – ksh
1983 – Turbo Pascal
1983 – Objective-C
1983 – C++
1983 – ML
1984 – PostScript
1984 – Neon
1984 – Concurrent C
1984 – Common Lisp
1985 – Object Pascal
1986 – Eiffel
1987 – Oberon
1987 – Perl
1987 – Caml
1988 – Tcl
1988 – Modula 3
1989 – Yerk
1989 – Clos
1989 – bash
1991 – Python
1991 – NetRexx
1991 – Java
1991 – Sather
around 1991 – Visual Basic
around 1993 – Mops
1993 – Ruby
1995 – Delphi
1995 – PHP
1996 – J
1996 – Objective Caml
2000 – C#
2000 – Internet C++
November 7, 2008
Only great minds can read this…
If you can read the following paragraph, you got great mind.
This is weird, but interesting!
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too…
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was
rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to
a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno’t mtaetr in waht
oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht
the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a
taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is
bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, b ut
the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh ? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot
slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it
October 17, 2008
Im sOooO bOred..!!!
kapoy jud dri sa balay ai..promiz!
boring kaau..! Lami kau laag-laag bha.eheheh!..
Miz na nako akong uyab..
hahahah!...miz na pud nako akong mga fRiendships…MY GOD!...stranded ko hiR..
WaLa jud q kasabot sa akong gibati bha..pag naay klase gusto wala’y klase..pag wala pud klase gusto pud na’y kLase..hahai..unsa man jud?!
..wHATEVER!..
basta, miss u all guyz! mwah!LabyU aLL! 
August 31, 2008
DBMS: ER Diagram Sales System

In our DBMS2 (Database Management System 2) course, we are ask to make a system that suits the need of a certain company to their problem. In our case, our group has decided to choose the Telton Pharmacy located at Mabini St. Ext. Blvd., Davao City to make them help their current problem in their company. The thing is that they uses the manual method in recording their sales. The problem with this method is that they have a difficulty in monitoring their sales in a day, they can’t accurately maintain their records intact and it is also very time consuming. Our solution to their problem is that we have created a web – based application sale system that can view, add, edit and delete their sales transactions easily, accurately and efficiently. As we have gone through our project, we come up with the analyzation of this ER Diagram. Which explains in a way that in every OR their is one OR Detail and in every OR detail contains one or more item/s. As of now, we are still currently working on the designing stage of our system and as of in the 2nd week of September, we are hoping to work in the coding stage. Hope we can do it! Goodluck guys…! 
August 19, 2008
Say It Again - Marie Digby
The thing about love is I never saw it comin’
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wonderin’
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time
Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Get just a little louder
(yeah)
Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say It Again
The thing about you (about you)
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you (wanna let you)
Open that door (open that door)
And walk into my life
Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Just a little louder
(yeah)
Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are
Tellin’ me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
And it feels like
It’s the first time
That anybody’s ever brought the sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name
Say It again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are tellin’ me that I’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say It again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
(oh)
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again
oooo (oh)
oooo, oh
oooo
Link2youtube : Marie Digby – Say it Again[Official Music Video]
August 2, 2008
C#: Code for Inheritance
Form.cs
using System;
using System.Collections.Generic;
using System.ComponentModel;
using System.Data;
using System.Drawing;
using System.Text;
using System.Windows.Forms;
namespace WindowsApplication1
{
public partial class Form1 : Form
{
public Form1()
{
InitializeComponent();
}
private void label1_Click(object sender, EventArgs e)
{
}
private void button1_Click(object sender, EventArgs e)
{
if (comboBox1.SelectedItem.ToString() == "male")
{
Male x = new Male();
x.Name = textBox1.Text;
x._gender = Gender.Male;
MessageBox.Show(x.Talk());
}
else
{
Female x = new Female();
x.Name = textBox1.Text;
x._gender = Gender.Female;
MessageBox.Show(x.Talk());
}
}
}
}
Male.cs
using System;
using System.Collections.Generic;
using System.Text;
namespace WindowsApplication1
{
class Male : human
{
public override string Talk()
{
return base.Talk() + "I am a boy";
}
}
}
Female.cs
using System;
using System.Collections.Generic;
using System.Text;
namespace WindowsApplication1
{
class Female : human
{
public override string Talk()
{
return base.Talk() + "I am a girl";
}
}
}
Human.cs
using System;
using System.Collections.Generic;
using System.Text;
namespace WindowsApplication1
{
public enum Gender
{
Male,
Female
}
public class human
{
public human()
{
humanCounter++;
}
private string name;
private Gender gender;
public virtual string Talk()
{
return "my name is " + name + " and i am a " + gender + ".nCurrent Number of Instance of human" + humanCounter;
}
private static int humanCounter = 0;
public string Name
{
get
{
return name;
}
set
{
name = value;
}
}
public Gender _gender
{
get
{
return gender;
}
set
{
gender = value;
}
}
}
}
C#: Code for HumanType
Form1.cs
using System;
using System.Collections.Generic;
using System.ComponentModel;
using System.Data;
using System.Drawing;
using System.Text;
using System.Windows.Forms;
namespace WindowsApplication1
{
public partial class Form1 : Form
{
public Form1()
{
InitializeComponent();
}
private void label1_Click(object sender, EventArgs e)
{
}
private void button1_Click(object sender, EventArgs e)
{
human x = new human();
x.Name = textBox1.Text;
if (comboBox1.SelectedItem.ToString() == "Male")
{
x._gender = Gender.Male;
}
else
{
x._gender = Gender.Female;
}
MessageBox.Show(x.Talk());
}
}
}
Human.cs
using System;
using System.Collections.Generic;
using System.Text;
namespace WindowsApplication1
{
public enum Gender
{
Male,
Female
}
public class human
{
public human()
{
humanCounter++;
}
private string name;
private Gender gender;
public string Talk()
{
return "my name is " + name +" and i am a " + gender +".nCurrent Number of Instance of human" + humanCounter;
}
private static int humanCounter = 0;
public string Name
{
get
{
return name;
}
set
{
name = value;
}
}
public Gender _gender
{
get
{
return gender;
}
set
{
gender = value;
}
}
}
}
July 26, 2008
Top 5 difference ng taong GUSTO mo sa taong MAHAL mo
5. Hindi ka makatitig sa taong GUSTO mo, pero hindi maalis ang mga mata mo sa taong MAHAL mo.
*** yan ang unang unang mapapansin mo, dahil sa totoo lang halos hindi mo kayang tignan ng matagal ang taong gusto mo pero tuwang-tuwa ka naman tuwing tititigan mo ang taong mahal mo.
4. Kapag umiiyak ang taong GUSTO mo, aaluhin mo siya pero kapag MAHAL mo ang umiiyak, hindi mo napapansin na maging ikaw sa sarili mo ay umiiyak din.
*** kadalasan kasi kapag nakikita nating down ang taong gusto natin we will do anything just to brighten their feelings pero pansinin ninyo na kapag yung’ taong napakahalaga at mahal natin ang nasasaktan ramdam na ramdam din natin.
3. Nahihiya ka sa harap ng GUSTO mo pero kapag nasa harap ka ng taong MAHAL mo natural lang lahat ng kilos mo.
***pansin na pansin din to’ kasi kapag gusto natin ang isang tao we give our best foot forward para magpa-impress pero kapag nasa tabi na tayo ng taong mahal natin kahit na magmukha tayong tanga parang ayos na ayos lang lalo na’t para sa kanila ang ginagawa natin [am I right?]
2. Kapag ikaw naman ang tinitignan at tinititigan ng taong GUSTO mo magba-blush ka pero kapag yung taong mahal mo ang makikita mong nakatitig ‘sayo mapapangiti ka sa sobrang kakiligan.
***aminin ninyo, pansin na pansin naman diba, na kapag ‘yung crush o ‘yung gusto natin ang nakatingin may blush pero kapag ‘yung taong mahal natin hindi lang blush, nandyan pa yung mapapangiti ka na lang ng hindi mo napapansin.
1. kapag nagyaya yung taong GUSTO mo papayag kang sumama pero kapag MAHAL mo ikaw mismo ang gagawa ng paraan para makasama siya.
***ang pinaka matinding pangitain kung mahal mo ang isang tao ay kung ikaw na mismo ang gumagawa at nagiisip ng paraan para maextend ang pagsasama niyo.
July 12, 2008
Over You - Chris Daughtry
Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I’m putting my heart back together,
‘Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.
Link2youtube : Chris Daughtry – Over You [Official Music Video]
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